I cannot seem to get to the point, now. There is something in the way. I do not know what. I often have to distract myself in order to somewhat focus. Though I don’t know. If I really lent my efforts to the task, would it really make so much of a difference? How much of me is truly involved? How do you deal with it? You just have to do the thing. Central nervous flow override. It seems like. It is. I don’t know. Again, become nervous at the prospect of having to interface with the task. Put the task off for forever or simply do it—it makes no difference to time. Your life is going by, now. Time is wasting. Do not forget.